🤩BREAKFAST🤩 ⭐️oat bran cooked with cocoa powder and almond milk, topped with melted bourneville and peanut butter mixed together and then MORE peanut butter dolloped on top⭐️ I have been wanting chocolatey oats for ages, and this morning finally thought ‘fuck it’. So this is what I created!
Been having a reeeeeal hard few weeks trying to accept my recovering body and all the emotions that brings. My body image is💩which is crazy because I have luckily never struggled with it before my illness, or during. So this has hit me like an unexpected tonne of bricks!
I’m trying to tackle the anxiety and discomfort by reminding myself that this proves I’m winning. If my ED was pleased with me and giving me no grief, that would prove I wasn’t doing enough to kick her to the curb.
Nevertheless, I have been questioning whether or not recovery is truly worth it the past few days. After lots of crying, and sighing, and thinking, and more crying, I’ve decided that yes, it still is, despite how hard it feels right now. It will be worth it.
Keep going pals🥰when it’s hardest for us, that’s a time to feel proud. X #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anrecovery #anorexiarecovery #foodfreedom #recoveryisworth #edrecoverymeal #edrecoverycommunity #edrecoverywarrior #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiaawareness #breakfast #oats #chocolate #fearfood #recoverychallenge #fearfoodchallenge - 18 days ago