I used to always wonder why me.
Why did I always feel like I had to suffer.
Why was I left in the dark constantly.
I'm a good person, I've always gave even when I had nothing,but my heart to give. Why was I not good enough. I left myself in handcuffs tied to a ball and chain at the bottom of the ocean.
As more and more things in life began to happen, I began to acknowledge my feelings. Ask myself why I feel this way, instead of surpress them. What lesson am I being taught? What am I here for?
I would have alot of self talk which I continue to do so. I started listening to my insides more than ever.
I'm here to love... my guides have shown me thru all the trials and tribulations my purpose. But, how can I offer my cup of love if I didn't respect or love myself. Time after time I got screwed until I learned my lessons. The lesson of how people should treat me and what I deserved.
Today, I'm grateful more than ever for everything I have been thru. I'm awake. I no longer am tied down to the bottom of the ocean in the dark. Everything I ever have dreamed of is waiting for me.
Take your weights off, its time to swim.
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