For the past months, maybe no one notices some changes in me. I tried isolating myself. I tried "saving myself". It wasn't easy to control anger in public. It wasn't easy controlling tears (i pretend that i cried because of movies or songs but the truth is i'm really crying) i always cry at random times and idk why. It wasn't easy fighting with my own self. It wasn't easy to fake smile just to avoid people from worrying. But for the past months, i can say that i'm improving. My life is becoming better than i am a year ago.
And i wanna thank all the people behind this progress, from my parents, my brother and cousins who constantly checks on me, close friends, including Salvatorians family who never stopped loving me and who never failed to show that i'm part of the family no matter what happen.
And of course, to God who never failed to show me solutions in every problem, relief after every worry and answers to every question i have. ❣️ - 8 minutes ago