Day 19 of the #insightcreative30daychallenge .
There is something about loving the middle of the process in all it's mess and unresolvedness that I enjoy.
Sometimes it's about hanging on and sometimes its about letting go.
After 19 days of working double spread in my sketchbook I have been able to rea h deeper into the hidden parts of myself, face my fears more and even realize the fears I thought were resolved well were still there but I was meeting them from a deeper place within this time.
It's changing me, slowly and I am learning what it means to come out more fully by continuing to face the challenging parts I art and life.
I am opening the doors and seeing what is there, staying curious and letting things out so I can let more of what wants to be born and created through me, in.
I am I opening the doors.
The doors to the world of the wild Self are few but precious. If you have a deep scar, that is a door, if you have an old, old story, that is a door. If you love the sky and the water so much you almost cannot bear it, that is a door. If you yearn for a deeper life, a full life, a sane life, that is a door." - Clarissa Pinkola " - 18 minutes ago