🇺🇸 This is what depression, anxiety, self loathing, bdp, daddy issues etc looks like sometimes, other times it's a smile that hides the sadness or the emptiness or both. I don't care anymore about posting my "worst" on Instagram. I'm sick and tired of the highlight reels that we(including me) post while maybe we are feeling like shit, but it's more more important to get likes or followers with that one "perfect" unreal selfie. Don't get me wrong, sometimes that glam version of Giovanna is also me, but not always, and I'm not saying social media is the devil, it's just an expression of who we are or better yet who we want other people to think we are. I'm still gonna post "cute", "sexy", "sad", "depressing", "deep" or random pic of myself and what I like but from now on I'm not gonna care anymore about posting only the "good stuff".
P. S. This post is not a cry for attention, is not fishing for compliments or questions about how I am. It just something I felt was worth sharing because if I can make even one person (girl, guy or nonbinary) feel like they can be their true self or that showing vulvenarabilities is not weakness but strength, I will be content, if not I did it also for myself, to see reflected in my pictures on insta not only what others consider as beautiful but also my most fragile self. I don't need your pity, your commiseration, your fake worries. I'm fine. I may feel pain now, but I know this is just a moment that will pass as everything in life does. 🌊 🥀 🖤
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