If I seem more negative these next few days, I'm really sorry. December is hard and exhausting. But I'm trying really hard! I ordered a book to keep me busy (it... Didn't arrive yet-), I try to cook and eat well, I try to move and work out... But all of this doesn't help with my mood in the evenings. I just feel empty and... I don't know. I just don't feel well.
It'll pass, I know that... But that doesn't make it better right now. Especially when other unwanted thoughts pop up too. It's just... A bit exhausting so l try my best to just sleep or keep busy... If I seem negative after all, I'm sorry. This is kind of a safe space for me to talk about my feelings, experiences etc hoping it'll get better and being able to reflect.
I hope your December is going lovely so far! - 3 minutes ago