#gratefulheart 34/39 Sam and Joseph
As I continue with my gratitude list, I did not realized that it would get harder and harder as it gets closer but this list would not be complete without you.
I had you when I was at the age when I was ambitious yet afraid at the same time. You were one of my I wished I were... I wished I had you when I am stronger, braver and more selfless, I wished I was more prepared, I wish you are here, our family would be even more rowdier and crazier or I wished I was even able to kiss or carry you one last time but God probably has better plans, who knows? All I know is that it had made me wiser, tougher and to strive harder to be the best mother I could be in ways I know I can - I only wish that I could be that mom to you but for now, I can only wait and wish that someday, when we meet again, I would have that opportunity to hug and kiss you both.
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