🖋It seems like a lifetime ago when I cherished absolutely nothing of what I was doing and where all those family problems, studies, disappointments, eating disorders, all my ADHD (with all that it means) and my constant failures were all concealed under obsessive training and sport activities. The truth is I was stuck in a place where not even I wanted out, self-deceiving myself with my own speeches, hating my image, hating not feeling fulfilled, hating not being able to escape and being simply as I am. Somehow I embraced all that negativity because my life had never been too structured in the first place and I thought that was standard.For me, doing sports and training was something like a healthy drug that temporarily clouds your vision, an infallible trick to obviate things that now I consider more important.A good tool to numb your senses and harden your soul against whatever is outside to hurt you rather than just what it really could have been.But the senses are deceiving.
The good thing is, as always and little by little, I have been selecting the things that were really important to me, getting rid of old habits that were not even mine from the beginning and really, there comes a time where experiences are transformed and the same identical person can reach a plateau to see himself from a completely different perspective.
I would like that if you read this just smile for the simple fact of being here.
For being able to value the people around you and to be able to walk together.Pure energy creating bonds.
For being able to make your own decisions and be somewhat more free every day.
For not being able to feel shame or fear if your heart dictates what you do. Never believe that you are not able to do something or feel something.
To be yourself, a continuous flow of consciousness and life. #fitnessaddict #progress #primeshots #yogaeverydamnday #lifestyles #fitness #gym #health #yogagram #shredded #lift #aesthetics #instafot #motivationalquotes #fitnessmodel #getfit #yogaeveryday - 16 minutes ago