HONEST MOMENT 🚧🚧🚧
I have been thinking a lot about partnership (yes you will hear that word a lot in this post, because it has so much meaning to me). Yesterday, I felt proud of myself, proud of my hard work, proud of my independence. I have worked so hard to build something in my life, that a broken heart can't take away. My heart is no longer broken, but when it was, I LOST EVERYTHING. My confidence, my pride, my drive, my financial gain etc., ...were gone.
As there are always things to work on, I see myself as someone that won't lean on someone for happiness but for "partnership." That is something that is hard to establish and own in your heart, as it has taken me years and years to understand that, believe it and want it. I am realizing I have a hardness built into the truth of me ever being able to have a partnership. Which is insane, I know. I love and admire everyones love story. But silly ole me, doesn't need it, want it, or deserve it. So here is the thing, I have watched my mother give her whole soul to her spouses to then be left without everything... rebuilding it all.
Bringing it back to why I am proud of myself.. I am proud for having my own way, my space. But something I am realizing is it is also valuable to have a partner in crime.
So I am speaking to those entrepreneurs, the hard heads, those scaredy cats... yes I am talking to you... open you heart and be strong together. But hey I am also talking to you sweet one. Don't forget to build your own path, because it is important. When your cup is full, and their cup is full, your partnership is full. - 15 minutes ago