It's funny how each one of us think about you. They say you are a lie, some say it's worth living and some just exist. You know? I fancy death over you. Do you believe that? It's not that i hate you, but i dont love you. Besides I don't find any reason to even like you these days.
Don't think that I'm being rude. I better term it as honest. You are terrible. Dear life, you took the life out of me and now there exists only a living dead. How can someone be so cruel?
Afterall, now i learnt this art from you. People think I'm crazy. I'm a person who betray, I'm a person on whom people shouldn't keep any expectations, I'm a person who plays with others feelings, I'm a person who destroys and breaks their hearts. Just like you, suck all the soul out and make everyone feel nothing.
However, i think people think about me like this. Not that I'm like this. Deep down i feel I'm misunderstood. I'm not a culprit. I didn't do this to anyone, atleast not intentionally. Maybe when i was trying to save them from something, some other thing stuck to them. I'm not a betrayer. I just wanted them to be happy. I feel like I'm the victim here.
Can i ask you something? Do you feel the same? Like me? I know people curse you for everything that happened in their lives but when thinking it from another perspective i did find many things that you wanted to do for us but which unintentionally turned out to be the wrong ones or something that made us hate you.
Even now i cant tell you that you aren't terrible, because we were made to be like this. People never change and do their mindsets. Hope you understand.
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