It so happens with people when they don’t look at someone or speak to them for a long time their vision fades and they gradually become a memory. Some days I feel like i’m forgetting you and other days you’re the only person I know. When you know a person who means everything to you is dying a slow death and their end is near; you get home one day and you see they’re dead. The next thing you know is that you choke in the ineludible grief and you sob for days, weeks and months but whatever you do, you can’t bring them back. No matter how far you wander in their memory, amidst their reminiscences, you can’t bring them back. That’s how distant you’ve become now. You’re a dead memory to me. You come back to me everyday but you don’t.
And my little delusional heart has understood it’s part that no matter how much it craves for your presence, to see you sane beside me, your hands in mine, it cannot bring back a thing because you’re gone. And you’re never coming back. Just how a mother who mourns the loss of his only son moves on but there are days when she sobs in the dark corner of the room or sometimes in front of the crowd. Just how she can’t bring him back but she can think of him thrice a day, sometimes cry and sometimes smile in his memories, even I can’t bring you back but play with my words and emotions.
You’ll never ask me how am I doing or how’s life, i know. Something curbs you. You always told me how everyone in your life is replaceable and you don’t care people leaving your life and maybe that’s why i’m serene and happy, even if you’re happy with someone else. Because in the end that’s what matters, you being happy. With me or with someone else. Doesn’t matter. I remember asking you once if you’d ever leave me like everyone else did and it still echoes beautifully in here, that you won’t ever and it isn’t strange. Loving is big. Love in itself is huge. It’s not just a word. And I’m not here just for the validations you seek but to prove it on my part.
A part of the text I once wrote to someone.
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