Manhwa: She may not be Cute
3, nearly 4a.m.
Woke up late again.
The cats weren't visible until late in the afternoon they appeared. Thought they'd left.
Funnily, mom, who is the most against attachment towards the cats, or having pets, meowed at it. She basically beckoned it.
And it did come.
She let me feed it sausages.
I think the mother cat is taking a liking to us. Hopefully.
I think mom is also taking a slight liking for the cat. She finds her pretty too.
Posted a picture on my story. Flow seems okay.
Funnily Al (short for Almond) messaged me. I think he was tired of having no one to talk to about horniness, porn, poor guy. He's quite closeted actually.
Didn't do much. Napped for the first time in a while.
Discussed uni choice with dad. Came down to the prices.
Pros and cons list.
I'm truly beginning to realize that this will really be the start for me. Of growing and being alone. Freedom but being alone. Without mom, dad or my sister. Without my already existing friends around.
It will be a bit lonely at the start.
And am also learning, from a newly established contact, a current student, about some aspects of the culture, such as the importance of status. That is tatemae and honne.
Am scared of this.
But i think I'll find my place better there than in a highly americanized culture. And lots of Caucasians makes me uncomfortable. And it'd be an opportunity.
I'm going to go to Japan. I've been studying it for that anyway.
I need to mentally prepare myself for it.
Something new. A challenge. I wouldn't be alone. But all my universities, whichever i pick, Canada, UK or Japan, I'll be alone. Everyone is at least a plane away.
Didn't speak much to Curls until night.
I realized that well yeah i had to make do.
Turns out he didn't think much about it. And that of course i over thought. But we're okay now.
So we spent the night, 3hrs nearly, from 23hr to nearly 3a.m. watching Fullmetal Alchemist, Brotherhood.
It's not bad.
Fun watching with him.
Plus we've been spending time together so am pretty happy.
We've got this kinda joke that when we send the link for the nextflix party, the subject of the email is always titled like a porn link. - 1 month ago