It came to the point that I was really confused from life. A life far away from what I’m trying to become. I was focused on all the daily routines of my everyday life, concentrated on dozens of material things that might make me happy, and fixed on what is supposed to be always right and proper…
But meditation and divination saved me…
It gave a new hope to hold on to. It gave a whole new world to explore ME. It seems I went wild from the mysteries from what I was happy with, what I’m not happy with even the slightest degree of curiosity, it gave answers.
Am I doing everything right?
It seems from childhood I programmed myself to study hard, climb height until you become one of the partners of the top companies in Asia. Build and design my own skyscraper, have my own unit on it and be famous from the first who build and design a 500-storey skyscraper. But now, it has changed! This is not where I can search my inner stillness. I’m so tired of waiting to be happy. I’m so tired of watching and staring at my “what if’s”. What I’m most tired of was depending on someone, or to something to attain my own authentic happiness.
Everything was reprogrammed. But, everything became so crystal clear.
I’ve noticed a certain vibration where I can be myself whenever I like to. I can be myself anytime of the day whenever I want to. Still, I can be anyone…
But this power also needs to shift my current situation where you align yourself to that “someone” you’re trying to be. You should also need to adapt to these certain changes but at the end of the day, you’ll be your own HERO who can save YOU!
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