I’ve been off lately... Off in the sense that I’m grateful to have an essential job and to be going to work everyday but also jealous and unhappy that I don’t get to stay home safe too. I feel guilty for my conflicting emotions because I know there are people that are laying their heads down on their pillows at night worried because they don’t know where their next paycheck is coming from or if it’s coming at all and there are days where I’m ready to throw mine out the window just so I can stay home ... On top of that I have an online business that’s thriving. My business has done the most sales in the past two months than it’s ever done before and for some reason here I am with two things I’m so grateful for and yet so frustrated with at the same time ... frustrated that my 9-5 brings me out of my house everyday and into contact with tons of people continuously and mad that I’m so tired when I get home now that I don’t want to go to work for myself and my business now too. So instead I scroll through Facebook aimlessly and ignore messages I should be answering and then switch to insta and do the same until it’s time for bed so I can get up the next day and repeat.
I’m just like you... My schedules messed up, my hair is falling out, I just want to stand less than 6 feet apart from my coworkers and I don’t want to think I’m on my death bed every time I cough.
But through all this here we all are, with the opportunity to do more, be more, and give more. Everything that my business stands for and gosh darn it if we don’t use this time to do it then we may as well admit defeat and let this virus take us out and bring us down!
So I guess what I’m trying to say is... this f*cking sucks but we’re gonna get through it one helping hand at a time.
If you’re looking for a way to give back let’s chat. If you’re one of the people that’s worried about their next paycheck, let’s chat. I’m just like you and we’ll get through this together ❤️ One day at a time - 7 minutes ago