It seems like the #MoneyMagic meditations are working their magic on me, finally.
I am still emotional AF but I am actually less scared of being visible and being seen.
Since the last #BankAccountChallenge and my mom's visit, I have not been okay okay.
All my traumas related to expansion and being visible came to the surface.
To me 1300 people in the challenge in such a short space of time freaked out my inner child and was a betrayal of vows I made to protect myself and keep myself safe.
But I didn't know this until my body developed all sorts of muscular and tendon related issues.
I actually have not publicly done a video around my money work since early November 2019.
Yesterday, was the first time I felt safe enough to start doing videos again.
The Money Magic student group has been a God send, even to me.
It has been a space where I have been a student of the work in the last few weeks.
This work is layered and sometimes I'm an awesome teacher, but other times, I am a student and just teary and scared and going through the work
But I keep doing the work and giving feedback, even as I give advice and coach.
It's the only way for me to be a healer.
I am that healer that cries at my own retreats, where the retreatants put me in the hot seat and challenge me and call me out on some of my ish, using the very work I teach.
And I am grateful, cos wow... My receiving issues have been a highlight at the retreats and soo much healing has happened cos of it.
Anyway, I had zero intentions to share any of this, but since it's now typed out.... What I really wanted to share was that I am now doing Twitter threads on money and ancestral trauma on Sunday, Tuesday and Thursday.
I have this feeling to do that until I get bored. My gut says maybe it's a 2020 thing but let's see.
The first thread was yesterday and I am excited cos Twitter was a scary place for me but yesterday I had this weird shift where being seen by more people suddenly became less scary; it would appear that #theworkworks .
Go on Twitter and search #MoneyThread
I will be changing these to #WealthyMoneyThread soon. 📸: #Morocco - 8 minutes ago