Sappy pandemic bride-to-be post to follow .. please feel free to skip/ignore xoxo
Felt all of the feels over these past how many weeks. One night we called up my parents and I'm pretty sure I immediately started to cry .. bc hi I'm human and things being perfectly planned out is part of my OCD. We didn't make our decision yet regarding our wedding, but we were quite drained over the uncertainty and pretty much knew what it was coming to. My parents joked how this will all be something to talk about in years to come - as Nicholas said how he'd tell our future kids that he still couldn't get rid of me even in the middle of a pandemic. (So then cue me both laughing and crying at the same time - and let's be honest that's really not a pretty sight to see). I guess moral of the story is although our wedding celebrations with all of our favs have to be postponed a few more months (change-the-dates to come!) .. I am beyond thrilled that I still get to marry this man, the loml, in just 52 short days - so we can still keep our special date - amongst just our immediate family. My current feel good motto is "there's no rush to celebrate when we decided on forever." And gosh I really mean that. Just think of how true that is. I plan to make Nicholas celebrate every damn day with me tbh so cheers to that. And somehow, even after this last minute switch-up to months of planning .. I find myself just as excited, if not more tbh, for our new date/plans. Maybe it's bc we can quite simply start to enjoy the planning process again, maybe it's bc I truly believe everything happens for a reason, or maybe it's bc I now get to marry this man TWICE. (He always joked about his 2nd wedding .. jokes on him - I am also his 2nd 😜). And through all of the uncertainty, it's pretty dang cool and comforting to have so many people surrounding you who are forever certain to love, support, uplift you .. no matter what.
And may I just add how thankful and blessed we are to have our health and safety during these crazy, uncertain times .. all bc of the heroes who every single day are putting theirs at risk to help keep us all that way. From the bottom of our ♡'s .. we can't thank you enough. - 4 minutes ago