(Sorry for this incredibly cringey picture)
I am doing really really well!! Like, extraordinarily well. My depression and anxiety are the best they’ve been in years. I’m also no longer suicidal, in fact I’m really looking forward to the future! Oh, and I haven’t self harmed in like over a year! That’s the longest I’ve ever gone without self harming since I started.
As far as my eating disorder goes, I’m doing really well with my recovery! I’ve had a lot of extreme hunger lately, which has really freaked me out, but I’ve been honoring it and maintaining my weight. My team thinks I’m doing really well, so they’ve been gradually having me eat intuitively. Right now I’m eating breakfast everyday and lunch 3x a week intuitively, but if those go well my dietician will start adding more things. Tbh, eating without a meal plan kinda scares me because I’m scared of eating “too much,” but I’m trying to push those thoughts down and listen to my body.
As far as my life goes, I’m working on getting a job and then I’m planning on starting school in the fall at BSU (studying nursing). I really want to get a job working with kids, but my therapist wants me working with people my own age. I applied for both kinds of jobs, so we’ll see what happens.
Anyways, my life is pretty boring right now so that’s about it. Thanks for listening! 💖 - 11 minutes ago